I didn’t want a dog, ever again. You see when I was little, I had a dog that was from a litter of puppies and it was the runt. All the other dogs were given away but I was able to keep this one and I named him Critter.
Critter was my super best friend; Critter would sleep with me and was MY puppy. We lived on an acre of land and our dogs roamed free. About 29 years ago there were no leash laws and our 2 dogs roamed everywhere. Critter explored and did other type dog things.
One day, Critter went exploring and never came back. I remember I stood at the top of the hill where we lived on Parker road, which was gravel at the time, with a little sign I made in crayon and stopped cars driving by at 30 miles an hour to show them my sign of my “missing dog”. It was a great crayon likeness of my dog, but alas no one had seen Critter. Hours turned to days, and then weeks, then months and my puppy never came home.
Fast forward to about 8 years ago when my then 3 year old daughter Katie was talking about puppies and kitties and fish. Being all cutesy as a 3 year old can say those words. I was speaking with my mom about owning a dog again, and regardless of the horrible dog smell that comes with them, didn't want to go through the possibility of losing an animal the way I did when I was just a wee lad. Relaying the story again from memory to my mom during one of these “why not get an animal conversation” about my crayola endeavored hunt for my lost Best Friend she mentioned “Oh Critter, Yes, He was killed when he got hit by a car. We found him on the side of the road but didn’t want to tell you.”
Let me take a break from this story real quick to stress the importance of closure and the annoyance of ambiguity. Parents, please teach your kids that things DIE. My parents would often buy me a kitten only to have the dog from next door to run off with it in its mouth. They would then buy me another kitty, replacing it. Obviously I was not perceptive enough to deduce that the cat was a different cat. Shame on me, but still. Looking back I laugh with such bitter, bitter tears.
WHAT?! Killed? Seriously? Needless to say I was dead set against getting a dog. And just a little more dead on the inside. We had made it to 3 kids and still the level of pet we reached was 3 fish won at a Carnival event.
I didn’t want to be one of those families that got a dog and then got rid of it because it was to hard of a responsibility to take care of. I also knew that a dog’s lifespan is 12-15 years tops. Any dog purchased I knew, would grow to be such a part of the family that when either 1 or 2 of the kids were going to be going to college, we would lose this family member.
Pessimistic? Sure. Do things die? Yup. Have I seen people ditch dogs because they got tired of dealing with an animal they decided to take on? Sure. I wanted to avoid all those things.
Fast forward a few years to my son Brandon.
for all intensive purposes is the most content child I have ever met. You can ask this kid what he wants for his birthday or for Christmas and he will list 1, maybe 2 things. That’s it. If people have dozens of presents to open around him but he has the 1 or 2 things he had asked for he is extremely happy. Well, one year he asked for a puppy. A puppy he could take care of all to himself and train and run and play fetch with and chase with sticks and setup obstacle courses and yadda yadda yadda. Brandon
was afraid of barking dogs. He would wince and jump whenever a dog would do a “dog type thing”. It didn’t even have to be a big dog; small dogs would spook him as well. Brandon
I tried to sand bag the topic, told Brandon he was to young, the fence needs fixing, that dog poop smells, that dogs DIE, and finally that he should start researching dog breeds to find one he really wanted. That last one I hoped would have bought me a few years; at least until he would outgrow the want for a dog I prayed.
Then one year it happened.
didn’t want 1 or 2 things anymore. He just wanted a puppy. A puppy is not a thing, a puppy is a living it. And whatever it was going to be I could tell Brandon wanted it real bad. So I finally made him a deal and said we would get him a puppy for his 8 year old Birthday. We started looking at Golden labs and Border Collies and all sorts of good family Dogs. Brandon
I had one ace in the hole left. Our fence in the back yard was in need of repairs. I told
that even before we thought of getting a puppy – the fence would have to be fixed. I mean you wouldn’t want to lose your puppy the first day you have it Brandon do you? It will run away and get hit by a car and then YOU will be standing with a crayon drawing of your puppy and thus the circle will be complete. Brandon
I’m not bitter.
Looking back – I think this was a setup. I am not sure how or why but I am almost positive.
Walking into the shelter there were some new puppies shipped in and none of them looked extra special, so we went in a looked at the older dogs in another LOUDER section. I hate barking dogs, I hate the sound of it. Nothing screams desperation like a barking dog, or a Mime. I hate them; I don’t get what they are supposed to be? Are they a clown? I don’t get it.
The older puppy section had large barking dogs, except in one cage was a Siberian husky named
. Logan was a female dog – who gives a female dog a boys name? Logan had a rule on her card. Must be only dog in house. Logan
My daughter and I stared at Logan. She stared back. She wasn’t barking, but she would sniff our hands and try and be petted. We must have stood there for 3 minutes watching her. We walked a few steps away and she did something I could never forget. She howled. I have heard coyotes howl and other dogs howl, but this was a different. She sounded lonely. I walked back to her and remember looking at her and thought instantly, you must miss your family.
I asked the shelter about
and sure enough she was there for only a few days and had come from a home with other dogs and a 3 year old boy who was her best friend. She was dropped off with a note from her previous owner and you could tell the woman who wrote it was heartbroken for having to give Logan away. It turns out Logan is very much the Alpha female and during feeding time struggles became the norm. There was so much contention that separate feeding times didn’t resolve the issue and in order for peace to be maintained Logan had to go. Logan
Must be only dog in house.
I came back to
again after talking to the Shelter owners and I looked her over again and knew right then, this is our Dog. My wife knew it as well when she first saw her. Logan
The fear of losing something or someone shouldn’t keep us from loving them.
Was it some mystical bond formed back at the shelter? Was it man and beast coming to understand each other? No.
It was a boy who wanted a dog and a dog who needed a family.
The odd thing was the boy who wanted a dog wasn’t
It was me.